Stage 1: Denial
\n“I’ll get this stitched up so I can be back on the bike tomorrow”
\n(Tomorrow rolls around) Substage: Restless energy
\n“It’s probably best if I take one more day off. It’s still a little sore”
\n(Tomorrow rolls around again) Substage: Bored\/totally unproductive
\nRide easy. Pain returns to original levels.<\/p>\n
Stage 2: Anger
\nCome to the realization that I’m worse off than I wanted to think I was.
\nF(&^@$(*&^K!!!!!!!
\n(Lots of other random cussing) Substage: Drink wine<\/p>\n
Stage 3: Bargaining
\nI’ll happily give you one more day off if you promise not to hurt the next day. I’ll even ice you all day and try not to walk around too much.<\/p>\n
Stage 4: Depression
\nI’m supposed to be starting down a path that could lead me to be a pro cyclist and I can’t even ride my bike. I’m not working. I don’t feel like doing anything to take care of myself or the ones I care about.
\nI’M A USELESS SHELL OF A HUMAN<\/p>\n
Stage 5: Acceptance
\nI don’t know how long I’ll be off the bike, but I’m not going to keep re-injuring myself by going back early.
\nFind other stuff to do to keep myself busy. Substage: shop for Tempurpedic mattress
\nFeel afraid to eat in fear of gaining injury weight.<\/p>\n
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As a less cryptic update, yesterday afternoon, I decided I’d try an easy ride. I felt OK, though the pressure of my cold-weather tights was uncomfortable on my busted knee. Within about 10 minutes of arriving home (it was a 1 hour ride), the movement of pedaling was incredibly painful in the area under my kneecap (the stitches felt fine). I ended up going to an orthopedic doc at Campbell Clinic to get it checked out again. He confirmed that nothing is broken, the cartilage feels fine, and the ligaments aren’t damaged. It’s just a bad bruise. In the meantime, I’m on the injury-induced emotional roller coaster.<\/p>\n
It should be fine soon enough. I’m just over-reacting.<\/p>\n
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